Missing Sanity.

Oh yes!!! FINALLY.

(Well after my 2:00 class this afternoon)

Though I won't be going here....

Nor will I be drinking this....

I will.....

Mommy.

Wife.

Pregnant.

School.

Work.

Homemaker.

Friend.

Sister.

Daughter.

I lie tell myself I can do it all.

And I have been doing it all half ass.

But this week, I reached my breaking point.

My anxiety is back.

(Which in turn makes contractions start)

Which brings on more anxiety.

It's been a week from hell.

I just go, go go.

Never thinking for one second that

 I can't make ALL this possible.

Well, this week....

I broke.

I can't handle it ALL anymore.

I need a break.

But Mommies can't take breaks.

Bless his heart, Trav really is trying.

But when I have a panic attack he doesn't quite know what to do.

Nor does he even understand why I am feeling the way I am.

**Crazy people don't know they are crazy. So I'm good, I think?**

So instead of being a quitter,

I'm going to take this next week to focus on ME.

No, not indulging myself.

Or doing completely nothing.

But to focus.

I still have homework to do over break.

I still have to work.

I still have to run a household.

I still have to be a Mommy and Wife.

But not having to go to school for a week,

is going to help me get back to 'Sarah'.

The person I want, need, and have to be.

That's all for now.