Confession Friday

Preggo Style

I confess that I truly thought last night was IT. I was busy nesting all day. I knew that I was doing a little more than I needed to & my body was telling me to stop. Then I started with the contractions. Like REAL contractions not BH contractions. Luckily/Unfortunately they were every 15 to 20 minutes apart and went away around midnight.

I confess that the first confession faareaked me the heck out folks. Yes, I've been anxious this whole pregnancy...even the process of getting pregnant. Yes, I have been preparing like nobody's business. Buuuut...the reality REALLY sunk in last night and now I'm really nervous about being the Mom of two. At least for awhile, until I get a hang of things.

I confess that I am not one bit nervous about actual labor. Even though after last night I really did forget how bad contractions really do feel. And they weren't even close to the worst I've ever felt.

I confess that I peed my pants twice yesterday. Not tinkled. Peed. I never ever did that with Luke. I never even really saw a difference in my peeing patterns with him. This pregnancy I am in the bathroom every half hour, even if I hadn't had anything to drink. Ugh.

I confess that I have slept total of maybe 10 hours ALL week & it makes me mad. I'm sooo tired & I know that soon I will not sleep at all. Why!!!

I confess that I have/had every intention on walking tomorrow in the Susan G. Komen race but...I really don't know if I should jeporadize my health. I get dehydrated super easy (pregnant or not) and with contractions starting..ahh I just don't know. I feel so terrible about it :(

I confess that Luke was running around naked after his bath last night and so peed on the floor. And what did I do? Just sat there in watched him. I was in pain people and didn't have the energy to do anything about it.

I confess that I am having a hard time deciding whether or not to bring my laptop to the hospital. There is no way in heck that Trav would be able to blog like Eric did, Adrien haha. He doesn't even know how to look at my blog (phew). So FB would probably be the best way to update. I kind of want it to just be 'us' time while in he hospital (because you know that won't happen for the first 6 months home). Have time to focus on just me & baby. But then again, I know how much down time there is during our stay and that I will get no sleep. Plus, the baby will be in & out of the room. You tell me?!

Ok..I can't come up with anything else right now. I have baby brain mush & LOTS on my mind and LOTS to do!!! Have a GREAT weekend :)