To the point.

so here's the deal. i'm not going to sit here & pretend like i am going to become an everyday blogger again. nor am i going to apologize for not being a good blogger. i blog when i want. actually. that's a lie. i want to blog every.single.day. sometimes multiple times a day. but you know what else i want to do? keep my house clean for more than 15 minutes or be able to get a shower every day. but apparently life doesn't care what i want.

i have been getting quite a bit of requests to blog. which makes me feel loved. or a little creeped out that there are actually people out there waiting to hear what is going on in my chaotic life. i kid, i kid. the problem is.... there are some pretty big moments that have happened over the past few months that i wanted to document. like our first week home with baby liam and our crazy ass thanksgiving and luke's birthday and chirstmas and...well, you get the point. but then i decided that is silly. too much time has gone by & no one really cares except the ocd in me.

so this is what i'm gonna do. since poor wittle liam james hasn't really been introduced to the blog. here is a month to month of peanut to catch us up a bit. and we will just pretend that he has been here all along and ignore the fact that he is closer to 5 months old now...... got it? good :)

1 week old.

1 month old.

2 months old.

3 months old.

4 months old.

yup. he's cute. like super cute! the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen. like no joke, they are seriously the most amazing shape and the prettiest blue. gaaah, i could stare at him all day. and his dimples. to.die.for. i rarely catch them on camera. mostly because my phone is a pos and i always misplace my camera. 

so. life with 3 kids. and a dad who...well...let's just say is like having a 4th kid is going. just going. we go day by day. sometimes hour by hour. it's chaotic. but in the middle of the chaos, something always happens. Luke will say something genius (not really genius, but something new) or  logan will do something so hilarious that i will literally laugh until i cry or liam will snuggle right into my chest for an afternoon nap. those are the little things that keep me half way sane. the moments where i take a deep breath and say to myself, "you got this sarah".

i got it. but lawdy am i a hot mess.