Confession Friday

I confess that I just got off the phone with one of my very good friends (and even though I feel honored that I was the second person she called) I am very envious of her right now. She just had an ultrasound and told me the sex of her baby. Yup, it's a GIRL!!!! I'm so excited for her. However, if I end up having another boy...... I might cry. Gosh, I shouldn't sound like that. I know this baby is a BOY and he is going to look at this blog one day and say I didn't want him. I do, I do!!!!!! I just really really reaaaaaallly want a girl. Don't worry I told Trav 6 is my limit. If we don't have a girl by the 6th one we are done! It's bound to happen.

    

To my dear sweet baby boy, I love you! And can't wait to meet your fiesty little butt :)

I confess that I have been in class two weeks and it seems like two months. Already getting burnt out. And haven't taken my books out of the car once. And yes, I have had a few homework assignments that I just chose not to do. Ya, go me! Way to start off a new semester Sarah!!!

I confess that Luke & I are going to see Elmo's Healthy Heros today and I am soooooo excited!!! And well, nervous. I have no idea how he is going to do. This is a BIG deal. I want this to be an amazing day for him!!

I confess that I read numerous books at one time. Like really, I'm reading four books right now. And I need to start at 5th for class. How I do it, I don't know? But I can pick up a book I haven't read in a month and remember exactly where I was when I left off. Yet, if someone asks me how old I am...I forget. That's not the confession though... I confess that sometimes I pretend to be doing my 'business' in the bathroom just so I can get a chapter or two in.

I confess that it makes me reaaallly upset whenever people make comments about the things I choose to do during my pregnancy. For example, the day I found out I was pregnant I quit drinking caffine. I did the same with Luke. Someone will say 'OMG they didn't even have these studies out when I was pregnant. I had 4 cokes a day. And my kids turned out just fine' Ya, well that's nice. What does it matter what I choose to do in my pregnancy. It's not affecting you at all. Or if I say I would do anything for a glass of wine, 'Well Sarah doctors say you can have a glass of wine or two beers or...blah blah blah' NO! Seriously, this is my thought. I will NEVER do anything to jeporadize this baby. I've gone through a lot to have this precious being living inside me and I will NEVER forgive myself if anything happens to him/her because of something I did. Forget it! My children are my heart and soul. So leave me alone & next time you hear me complain that all I want is a yummy Cherry Coke from Steak n' Shake throw me a bottle of water and be done with it.

I confess that Luke started saying Shut up! I faaaareak! Well, not at him but inside my head. For some reason having those two little words coming out of a 2 year olds mouth sounds so much worse than a cuss word he might say on occasion. What to do. What to do.

I confess that I was a little relieved and super sad when my mom told me that my 'new'/biological family wasn't going to make it down this month to meet all of us. (Some things didn't work out so we are planning a new date, most likely this summer) I'm so freaking nervous to meet them!!! I'll get more into this on a new post because everyone has been in the dark lately about what has been going on with this exciting news!!

I confess that I wish I started doing these Confession Fridays earlier on in the game. They are kinda fun!! Thanks Adrien for threatening me with taking away yours haha :)